'Ello. I'm over being a loser and I'm feeling weird so I'm watching Sweeney Todd.

Worst pies in London.

I am very angry now all of a sudden for no reason. I WANT TO SCREAM MY HEAD OFF AND CURSE THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD but I cannot do it now because everyone is asleep. I'm bloody angry at the whole damn world. It's like it's offended me. Pissed. ARGHHHHHHHHH.

I feel like such a loser. Excuse me while I go swim around in Loser Land. Oh wait. I can't even swim. What a loser I am.

Why am I a loser? People vent their anger on animate objects. I vented my anger on Bejeweled Blitz. And I couldn't even beat the high score. I just missed it narrowly. Yah I always miss my goals narrowly. So it's like you're there, but you're not there yet. Stupid feeling. Which is what made me feel angry and in turn made me feel like the world's biggest loser in the first place. I really should go to sleep.



HORMONES SUCK.

Choir today was a bit mad. We did too many vocal gymnastics haha. We stood at the corridor and 飙音. If you didn't see us and just heard us, you might have thought some hyenas escaped from Africa xD Was fun though.

Sad me wandered around Jurong Point in search of food but alas! Bento Box was gone. So I had to continue awkwardly wandering around and I eventually plonked myself into Pepper Lunch. I sat in the wrong direction so I didn't face the O concert DVD playing at Baek Doo San. I had to keep turning. Should have eaten there. After lunch I sat in the library glueing papers into booklets and correcting dates and ages. Lame right. And it only occurred to me to get my iPod out 1 and a half hours into my work. Beats seating out there with the big white balls waiting for nobody to come and sign them though. But in my distracted state of mind(A fellow student who came for CIP came to do this stuff too and I had to tell her what to do), I snipped my palm while cutting out the lists. Now I have this small V scar on my palm. You can't really tell it's an injury though, I have so many lines on my palm. It blends right in. Lucky my fibrinogen became insoluble fibrin threads quickly so I didn't have to suffer much pain. Thank you biology.

I queued for me free Starbucks afterwards. Winnie, her bro and Grace had already had theirs so they went around Jurong Point. The queue moved quite fast, I took 15-20 minutes to get my drink. Not too bad. And erh Geraldine from 校园 Superstar season 1 works there. I think she's the in-charge person cause she's the only one in black. Coolio. She still looks manly. Even more so now.

OOH OOH and we saw rainbows! :D Two rainbows in fact. One of them, we could see the whole thing stretch from one end to the other but the other we couldn't. And after we started to stand there and oogle, a bunch of angmohs came along and started staring too. Haha. Should do a social experiment. Just stand there and go 'WOW' at the sky and make up some imaginary object. People'll believe anything.

Oreo smells. Like fish.

Chocolate doesn't make one feel better. Wii does.

I got a feelin'~ But it's not a good one. Feels like someone shifted my innards to the sides and my ribcage is suspiciously missing and it's just one big empty space under the skin. Okay now it's plus a sinking feeling. Wii didn't solve my problem. At this rate, I really don't want to step outside my house tomorrow. I don't want to see anybody, I don't want to do anything. Sigh.

Actually chocolate usually works. But not today.

Sigh.

Fantastic Mr Fox was nice. They added a lot of stuff but the main storyline's still the same. George Clooney and Meryl Streep are fabulous. There weren't too many pesky tots in the cinema to spoil my experience:D I could see all the strands of Mr Fox's hair. Goood~

I should do some Maths before going over to play Wii(I can 霸占 the whole set because my hyper cousin is away at camp and my other cousin is very easy-going a.k.a. I can manipulate her). Oh oh I saw a Family Guy Monopoly set at Harris!!!! I'm lacking a Monopoly set at home so.... Hehehe. Christmas is coming~

I shall avoid sleeping if I keep on having funny dreams. If not, psychiatrist, anyone? These weird dreams are starting to really bother me. 어모나.

Great I woke up and Oreo poked me in the eye with his paw when he tried to stretch and he was too close to me. Who knows where those nails have been before.

It's one thing to dream but it's another to have the same bloody person occur in them every day. Serious. Everyday. It must be my subconscious because I'm not thinking about that person 24/7. I stared at Kame for so long yesterday and I didn't even dream of him. It's been like this since at least last week. 老天爷你在作弄我 hor ，一点都不好笑!

P.S. I was a vampire before I woke up. Weird or not.

CIP is really boring. Priscilla doodled on all the balls with her Kitty messages. I wrote some for my family and that freaking dog. He chewed through the wire of my table lamp. I whacked him like crazy. No wonder he kept wandering in my room today when I was watching TV outside. Serves him right. And one of my slippers is missing, I can't find it anywhere. Ugh.

I want to go play with the Samsung Corby at Singtel tomorrow~~

I would have cried like mad if my mother wasn't in this room. Taekyung really is made of marshmallow inside haha. So sweet~~ Haven't watched such a nice drama in a long time.

Ugh have to go back to school tomorrow. Ugh ugh ugh.

I keep having dreams nowadays. And some people keep recurring in them. Not that I'm complaining but I don't understand how come they keep appearing. I should go check it up. And my lovely Ah Gou will bite and bite my feet in the morning, further disrupting my sleep. But I just
cover up my feet and go back to sleep. Human-1, Dog-0.

Lizard poo outside our house attracts a lot of ants. My mother comes back into the house after sweeping it.
Me: Why lizard 大便 also have ants one???
Mother: Don't know leh.
Me: Maybe the lizard have diabetes.

I really did nothing today. I only woke up at 12.45 or so but got out of bed around 1 because I was bloody tired and Oreo's mad barking disturbed me in the morning. All because my neighbours came to say bye before they left. I'm going to have two neighbour changes within this year. Hope I don't get crappy ones again. Then I fell asleep at 5.30 again. And I'm going to sleep later if I can fall asleep. Zzzz.

Argh I've not been able to watch the last episode of You're Beautiful cause Viikii keeps telling me Youtube is busy and so I can't watch their videos and the episode 16 uploads on Youtube are not fully uploaded. I still have to wait for the last two parts to be up. COME ON I want to finish this series!!


GOKUSEN! I don't know when I'll be watching it again this week, I guess Friday.

*drum roll

OREOOOOOOO of THE WEEK!!


Hello, Kitty.


He really sleeps like this sometimes.


Told you all he does is eat, sleep and shit. That's why he is a Lhasa because everyday he 吃喝拉洒.


FUNNY RIGHT. That's the bolster and pillow from his baby's sleeping set. My mother went downstairs to buy it because she decided to throw his Ikea bed in the washing machine and she discovered the washing machine covered with the sponge contents of his bed afterwards. So it's spoiled and disposed of now. The auntie at the shop said many people go and buy baby singlets for their dogs. Hahaha. Now my mother has more fashion choices for Oreo. Being my mum's dog is such a shiok life.

Jinyee told me we're doing Nobody for CCA Extravaganza. Don't get me wrong, I'm all for the idea of doing Nobody(Finally, a song I really like hehehe), but it just reminds me how far behind Singapore is in K-pop. I was quite irritated by all the hoolabaloo over Nobody THIS year because that song is what, one year old?! MOVE ON people. So slow. It irks me that people are lagging so far behind and they are the only ones still revelling in the craze when the rest of the world has already progressed so far. We are like K-pop Stone Age. Okay maybe not so for the K-pop fans but the rest of Singapore who generally don't give a hoot are Neanderthals. If I hear another goondu ding-dong whose ringtone is that song, I will bash them up and do the dance in front of them and stare my eyeballs off while doing that finishing finger-pointing move.

Open House today was another tiring event. Some parents really bombard you with questions and it's usually the ones standing in front. Some nitpick on the small details such as our O-level distinction rate for HCL. "你们不是华校 lor，为什么你们的 percentage 比国家的低这么多？是什么原因啊？“ I didn't really think it was a big deal to fuss over cause you can't expect everyone to get an A for Higher Chinese so I didn't know how to answer them. Mr Chia came and appeased them. Phew. Overall I think I did okay for the tour even though I'm not the "WOOO! WEEEE! WELCOME!!!" type. Oh and the parents liked to ask what would happen to the air-con units after construction on the HDB is done. I have no idea. Won't concern me anyway.

I discovered muscles in my palm that I never knew were there before. But the bad part is that they are aching so badly I can't even do simple tasks like write and uncap my water bottle without feeling pain. I seriously need to sleep and slack tomorrow.